keep my hand,and we walk together

Hello, goodnight, konbanwa,selamt malam. tumben ya gue ngepost malem, hm soalnya gw baru pulang dr bukber sm temen-temen yg asik bgt, yang ga pernah ngebiarin gw sedih :") iloveyouguys.

so, opening post nya aja udh agak baubau "gimanaaa gtu" yaps, bener! gue mau bahas tentang "love". bukan kok bukan tentang cinta ato pacaran2 gtu. tapi tentang cara orang lain nyayangi lo, setulusnya..

pernah gak kalian merasa ada yang nyayangin kalian? pasti. everyone feels it. tapi apa kalian tau orang itu akan bener-bener sayang sm lo walaupun lo nyakitin dia? no one. kadang orang yang kita sayang bgt,sampai takut kehilangan nya malah ga peduli sm perasaan kita. otomatis itu nyakitin bgt.tp di satu sisi lo ga bisa benci ke dia.lo akan terus nyayangi dia. pernah ga?.

sahabat. i fall in love with that word. gue belum ada satu bulan nginjek kaki di CHENSHE2. but how can i fall in love with people on there? karena mereka tulus.. mereka ga peduli sm status lo, kehidupan lo, atau RAS lo. yg mereka peduli adlah cara lo menghrgai sahabat. gue nyaman bgt berada di sekitar mereka. gue diem aja. dan gue ngerasa sedih sedikit aja., mereka buat gue langsung senyum, oke ga ketwa. tp gue senyum, tulus. mereka ga peduli sm diri mereka, asal orang yg ada di 'belakang' mereka bisa di jaga. ga semua orang bs kaya gtu, ga semua..termasuk orang-orang "disana"

BYE!

I'm not moving

• everything i do remember me to you. is it love? seriously i hope no, BIG NO!

• don't ask me why i said that, coz i never had any answer for that question

• Loving you is killing me now

• what i suppose to do?

• waiting here with thousand hopes?

• or i move step by step until I far away from you?

the answer is ...
NEVER and I CAN'T

on the music; The Script-I'm the man who cant be moved

paradise in hell

I FEEL LIKE I LOST YOU

trust you is a hardest thing in my live

MISSING YOU LIKE A HELL IN MY WORLD

smile from you is an air on my dream

you know this is for you, little Garfield

amalia rakhmita

upe

what the heaven bgt ya judulnya "upe" haha maksud gw itu UP! you know kan pasti lah anak gawwwll kan lu? wekawekaweka cukupz! yayaya jd kemaren gw nonton upe, eh ga deng up! haha seneng aja gw bilangnya upe abis kan gue katro ga kaya lu gawwll~~ hahajijik.

yapyap, kemaren pacar kakak gw dateng gtu trus yaudah kita jalan aja ber4 sama adek gue juga rencananya mau ke pim eh gajadi pengennya ke sency eh gajadi juga takut BOM! goblok banget emang gue tau -.--' alhasil karena keburu sore kita jadinya kemana....BINTARO PLAZA! hahah gaul yayaya yaelah nyante aja bos orang cuman nonton doang apasih lu. soalnya karena keterbatasan otak gue dan kakak gue, kita kira malem itu udah tarawih. pinter..banget, makasih.

BRB LUNCH! *nyokap sms gue yg ada di lante2 rumah cuman buat nyuruh makan. thanks mom anda rajin banget -,-*

BACK! huaahem kenyang. oke back to main topik. jadi kita pas sampe di 21 nya langsung ngecheck ticket wets full gilaa yang jam 5 yaudah jadi nya nonton jam 6.15, karena waktu itu masih jam stengah4 so jadilah kita makan-belanja-main ke time zone-photo box dan blablabla. trus gw ketemu fitra looh dia sama anak chenshe juga tp ga kenal deh siapa~eyaeya haha. yaudah deh trus beli popcorn trus macuk nonton. eh eh emang dasar ya ibu-ibu muda jaman sekarang niat bgt kalo nonton. sampe bawa anak nya yg masih bayi plus babysitter nya. waaa berisik bgt kan di bioskop errhhhgg. anyway the film was so coolelele iya serius, nih nih gw kasih jempol! haha film nya itu meaning bgt, and nyentuh gtu *ejiee*,cerita nya juga unik dan ga bisa ke tebak. pokoke mancep gan!

karena kita keluar jam 8an malem gtu dan masih dalam fikiran 'cerdas' bahwa kemaren ada tarawih langsung cabs deh back to home by taxi. murah loh cuman 14ribuan baik kan?biasa aja -__-. oh iya kita sempet j.cool-an juga loh rasanya ga jauh beda sih sm sour sally, ya sama-sama yoghurt ini.

last, WOW BESOK PUASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

BYE!

and after all you're the best
MY LOVELY INDONESIA!

so like what i said in last post, i've done my job. thank you PASKIBRA chenshe2 2009!
and, i am the 1st winner in debate competition, oh God thank you!

jadi gue balik ke kehidupan normal gue. tugas,ulangan dan kegilaan. dan di tambah jadual puasa dan acara osis ramadhan lainnya. ppfffh resiko men resiko -,-. oiya td gue di skolah ada ulangan Fisika. pasti langsung "deg" iya emang nyesek auch! haha gue bisa alhamdulillah tp ga lancar shit men. kapan ya ada mukjizat buat gue -____- nasib nasib. mudah-mudahan nilai gue bagus ya Allah dan ga remedial. jujur aja menurut gw remedial adalah hal yang menakutkaaaan! karena lo harus ngulang 2KALI ulangan yang otomatis bikin muntah. tugas sejarah juga bikin kepala muncrat! 35SOAL!!! matiberdirikayaknyalebihasik , serius .

anyway, besok abis pulang sekolah ada rapat buat acara osis ramadhan, mungkin bakal ada sahur on the road, zakat fitrah sekolah,buka bersama dan dan dan gatau lagi gw. let see them tomorrow! huaaahm sebenernya gue td brb soalnya makan dulu, mana pedes lg huh! tp mancep oh masakan mommyyyyy lopelope o.o

buat request an temen-temen gue tentang foto dan documentasi 17an gue minta maaaaaf gue males upload dan mindahin ke usb arrgghh masih banyak tugas sih gue, janji deh nanti kalo ada waktu kososng gue clearin semua (bukan di apus kok, bukan!) . oiya minta doa minggu depan adalah minggu kenangan, EH! salah minggu ulangan maksudnya. tega kan sekolah gue ngasih ulangan pas puasa :( baguuuus PAK! z___z.

selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa ya teman-teman sorry buat semua kesalahan gue selama ng-eksis di dunia www.blogspot.com ini, semoga post gue ga ada yang nyakitin yati ye, EH! maksudnya nyakitin hati -,-

BYE!

night wishing

alowha "THE SHOW" still enjoy the show? haha~ some greetings from me.

it's 8;48 pm and i still worried for tomorrow ow ow no no. tomorrow is a Indonesia independence day and like usual we have a 17th August ceremony.and as you know I'm a part of paskibra team may God bless me and my team, and because I'm a "danton" i must concentration more. last Friday was a last day we had a practiced uuh full of anger and sweat but the result was awesome :) good job friends!

wish me luck for my debate competition, i had my best try and i wanna make my teacher proud of me :) I'm the youngest at there. and tomorrow we'll have "tumpeng and decoration class" competition uhuuu I'll bring a cake for my class. gonna full tomorrow hahaha!. i keep my voice now for Monday coz i don't wanna make any false. and you know ha? I'm getting black -,- poor me, no very poor me i think people should call me "blacky girl" sigh*

i still missing that boy. hows your day L ? hope God always bless him anytime and anywhere :).
and same feel with my ZOO's uuhh you all i gonna kiss you when i meet you haha night dream people i must sleep early coz tmrrow i'll go to school on 6.00 am!!! anyone have a poor destiny like me? -____- hope you enjoyed my "show". sorry if i had a bad grammar. night all, night "L"

HAPPY 64th BIRTHDAY INDONESIA!

BYE!

rumus penting

mau kurus tanpa mengurangi porsi makan? mau kurus tp tetep fit? GAMPANG! gue udah coba.
sooooo LETS SEE!

1. ikut lah program OSIS usahakan program kerja lu sebamyak mungkin
2. ikut lah PASKIBRA! kalo bisa persiapan nya seminggu sebelum tgl 17 nya. GILA KAN!!
3. kerjakan tugas-tugas dan pr kalian
4. enjoying thats all

GUE KURUUUUUUS! oyeahoyeah~~ lebih tepatnya jd kurang gizi. hahah ya gak lah! gue ga kurus-kurus bgt sih tp udah kecilan nih perut gua, haha aseeek xD. coba aja kalo mau. sebenernya itu bukan resep kurus, tapi curhatan gue -__- oh capek nya saya~ lalalla

OSIS+PASKIBRA+ TUGAS DAN ULANGAN = KURUS! insya Allah

BYE!

you'll know how much love that I kept just for you

Someday you'll know how hard I stand here without you.

Someday you'll know how far I try to get close to you.

• Look at my eyes and realize that I'm a poor girl in the middle of love.
• before I sleep, in the dark side of my room i'm thinking.. how are you there?are you still remember who am I? and i'm stuck. i cant found any answer for that question.
• killing me is the better way than hurt me.
• speak the truth although it hurt is better than you tell me a lie.
• don't acting boy, you the one who I always care in every morning and every night.
• do you ever feel lonely? i feel it right now.
• with my tears i just wanna say that i miss you badly.
• i want you see the stars and thinking about we both.
• my wish to the God to gives you a smile everyday.

For You..

" Couse You and I both loved

What are you and i spoke of

and others just read of

on the LOVE that I loved"

I wish that I can fly and I can't die and I can see your smile

BYE!

butterfly fly away

WOWWW! missyou bloggieew. so it's really nice to be a senior coz many things happen to me. haha cant describe thats all but i enjoyed. and then! aduh pengen cerita banyaaaak. gue udah mulai LDR an sm Laks, as you know we still together :) i hope. at first, i felt like uuuh idk i can do this or not. but the fact is..I CAN! trying to believe him and always pray for him. imissyoulittlegarfield.

teruuuus, urusan sekolah gw lancar. i think i love my class wohoo veryveryvery crazeeh hahah than the SIK's class it moreeee seru dan asoy. haha. untuk pelajaran gw uga enjoy alhamdulillah ya. oyeah lo harus tau masa gue kepilih jadi anggota OSIS. HAHAHAH amazing yow buat gw krn kan gue baru masuk 3 hari *dr agustus* dan! nama gw di panggil untuk jadi penggurus osis. damn really shock but i love it :)

rumah gw juga udah beres nih fyuh~ asal lu tau aja itu yang namanya barang packingan astagaaa 21 dus! plus 2 dus besar dan home theater gilaaa capek bgt. hm tp udah beres kok, hehe. gak nyangka deh gue pas senin kemaren pake baju putih-abu wow felt like i'm a older girl! haha. uuh i miss my putih-biru :"( live constantly moving. kamar gue juga kayaknya bulan-bulan ini mau di rombak abis. rencananya mau di cat orange sama putih trus ada gambar garfield nya huaaa cant wait. trus gue juga da plan mau buat wall image pake foto2 temen-temen KL uuh its been nice i think. kayaknya sih nunggu abis lebaran deh, yaaah abis gmn waktunya mepet. zz.

oya gue punya beberapa plan nih:

1. Raker yang bakal capekbangeeeet
2. ngurusin 17agustus-an,pensi dan Chenshe Cup
3. tgl 17 PELANTIKAN OLEH YAYASAN!
4. tgl 17 juga tepat 4th anniversary gue sm Laks
5. more studyyyy
6. puasa--lebaran
7. thennnnnnn...idk lets show it latter!

huaaa mudah-mudahan terkabul semua ya. hihi =) eh iya fyi, twitter gue suck! kena virus trus &^#$ @^I*%&^ males ngurusnya yaaa lupakan lagian boring gitu, fb gue?uuh later ya tp still active kok.cuman lg ga mood internetan aja. hehe, pray for me guys.loveya!

BYE!